Now that I have sent out the query and cover letters to the appropriate agents I have found, I owe it to myself to take a break. It’s such an odd feeling to go into the weekend and not have a set list of priorities to complete before going back to work on Monday, or having to finish something after work and before going to bed even.
Between getting a new, stable job, learning that job, keeping up with this final phase of the book, along with maintaining my normal routine, I just get flat out exhausted by the time I hit my head against the pillow. I knew I wanted to and had to get the letters out before the holidays and, now that they are out, I really owe it to myself to just kick back and enjoy the holiday season.
It’s just weird almost to actually have a social life, to go out and date or just grab dinner with friends. With that said, it’s been such a freeing and uplifting feeling to just go do whatever I feel like doing, knowing that I have put forth an amazing effort with these agents. Instead of stressing about it, I am finally relaxing now that I know I put my best effort out there. The longer they make me wait, the better that is for me anyways. I’m just going to keep enjoying the holidays and live the life that a 25 year old is supposed to live…for a while anyways.
It feels good. It feels really good, but at the same time it feels weird saying that I’ve done all that I need to do. In essence, that is why I have been working so hard. I have done everything I can do at this stage. Now the best thing to do is relax, and honestly there is no better way to do that than with Christmas movies, holiday spirit and cookies and treats! It’s going to be deliciously rewarding =)