Back in January, I remember sitting down and thinking this question. For most people, this may be one of the hardest questions they could face. For me, it was nothing more than just a random question that popped into my head after opening up my Determination presentations for another final edit.
I closed PowerPoint immediately, opened up a Word doc and just began writing. Within a half hour I had written 4 pages describing exactly what I’m trying to do. It came so effortlessly almost like stream of consciousness, yet “Why I Do What I Do” is structured and transitions from point to point, which goes against stream of consciousness in essence.
That Word document has become my foreword to An Uncharted Life. I’m still applying for jobs and I’m perfectly content taking on a full-time job now because I know exactly where I want to get my life. Work does not have to be my life, and now that my direction I’m heading is stabilized everything has become clearer.
My parents constantly worry about me…as any parents would worry about their child. The fact remains that I alone pushed myself to play baseball. I alone had to build myself from dying after a quarter mile to running a full marathon. An Uncharted Life is simply the next progressive step for my internal motivation.
I’ve met too many people who have dreams and repeatedly say they want to pursue them, or even worse that they wish they had pursued them. I was responsible, saved my money and took the time to build this dream out. Now that the prep work is done I am able to move on with my life the same way everyone else lives their lives currently and continue pursuing my dreams as what I do for fun.
Realistically, Determination cannot be my life yet. It’s definitely what I will live my life by, but I refuse to rush something that I’m this passionate about. My parents may always be worried for my wellbeing and others in my life or that I may encounter may shun or belittle what I’m trying to do, telling me it isn’t possible. However, as long as I remember my reason for pursuing this then everything will fall into place.
Passion drives determination. As long as you embrace passion then your determination will find a way to make the dream your reality. Simply believe and pursue.